0 poetry in trance

By deegee

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poetry in trance

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I generally hate trance. or club. or house. I don't consider them music. I find it so irritating but there's one song I don't mind hearing. Its the song 'ever after' by bonnie tyler. I love it. If you hear it you might not be able to get the lyrics, so here it is:

Three years ago, our journey began
Chasing down this cure, no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my racing guide in the dark
Just knowing with conviction from the start

The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of being godly
Yet I fell hard for your imperfections

And now we're slightly weathered, we're slightly worn
Our hands grip together, eye to eye through the storm, yet
I still believe in ever after with you, yeahhhhh
Cuz life is a pleasure with you by my side,
And there ain't no current in this river we can't ride
I still believe in ever after with you

Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like we're floating, when the rest have to climb
You made me believe in love, and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful twisted sunshine

Unfortunately I am so dumb I don't know how to put a music clip here. Maybe next time.

It reminds me a lot of my current relationship with my boyfriend..He's my twisted sunshine. :)

2 White lace and promises

By deegee

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White lace and promises

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Last night my officemates once again had another "chill out session," meaning we drank 2 or 3 bottles of beer again. I don't know who started the topic, but we talked about marriage and instead of the usual bashing session, and I ended up crying.

My officemate asked me why I didn't agreed on marrying my boyfriend before he left for Canada. I told him it wasn't enough reason for us to marry. Sure, we love each other so much, I am very afraid that I might loose him, but I don't want to tie him down just to make sure that I wouldn't loose him. I love him to death, and I don't think there will be any guy that I will love more than I love Harvey.

There are things that I want to do before I get married. I want to find myself, my purpose and my reason for existence. I want to achieve my dream, or and there seems to be something I need to prove to myself as an individual, and not as Mrs. Hibo. I know all those sound selfish when quoted out of context, but you see, I don't want to complicate my life further. How am I supposed to tell myself that I will give my heart and soul to one man, when I haven't found myself yet.

One more thing, I know that if I would not get to achieve whatever purpose or dream I have before I marry, I might pass my frustrations on to my future children. I know parents tend to do that (mine did, at least) and I don't want to, if I can help it. I know, i have too much pride, and ambition, but hey, I can't help it. I don't want to marry just because. I want to marry because I am ready.

Men marry because they are tired;
women, because they are curious:
both are disappointed.

Oscar Wilde

0 desimpsonize me please

By deegee

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desimpsonize me please

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Me as a simpson character? wahaha..Look how i simpsonized myself. Does it look like me? i dunno. I had to look for a super closeup with at least 640 by 480 pixels. anyways I found one but it didn't even come close. Oh well. Just make ur own, its fun. :) Heres how.

0 i miss the spark

By deegee

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i miss the spark

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One of the websites I used to frequent when I first learned the workings of the net was The Spark.com. I think it was so popular back then, and it was a really cool site. They have tests that measure your life, your iq, your gender, purity etc. They closed years ago because some bigger company got interested in their sub-site, the sparknotes.
Anyways, what i miss about that site is the way they ask the questions in their tests, the witty way they tell you the results, the way they bash canadians in their questions (its just funny, sorry.) They also have this funny experiments and pictures. I was looking for any site that may look the same but i can't find any. Its entertaining and enlightening at the same time. Even the archived spark page is down. :(

The founders of spark made okcupid, but the tests are just part of the package, they have dating chorvas that i'm not interested in. Also, the users make the tests. Its also fun, but it's no spark.

0 **its a girl thing**

By deegee

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**its a girl thing**

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Why do my period have to hurt so much? I can't sit still, i can't stand, and I think I want to throw up. I'm very irritable and antsy too. I'm supposed to be used to this, but I still am not.

I started mine when I was in second year high school.I remember clearly how it came. I was fifteen, and it was our christmas party at school the following day, and I was trying out my new clothes. Hehe. Anyways, when I removed my skirt I saw blood coming out between my legs. I panicked. I called out to my mom and cried. Of course she did help me get the blood off and taught me how to put in a napkin.

I know I was so immature at 15 because I used to ask my mom why my girl classmates seem to have hairs on their armpits. I didn't. I was a late bloomer, as they say, because when our teacher asked our class one day who among us were not yet having period. I put my hands up, of course, along with a classmate I know was a year younger than me. Other than us, everyone seem to have had their periods years ago.

Maybe that's why I literally shoot up. From being 5'3" I grew to my current height, 5'8". The only downside is that my boobs didn't. :( Hey, why am I talking about my boobs? this is supposed to be about my period.

I took mefenamic acid and I don't think it helped me a lot. My puson still hurts. My lower back hurts. The only posture I can get comfy right now is when I bend and make ipit my tyan.Wahaha. And I get bored more easily. So. I don't want to write no more.

1 flooding

By deegee

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flooding

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I seem to be flooding friendster's bulletin boards with my surveys. I know its not supposed to be used for them, so here I am, cutting and pasting away another survey.

1. In one sentence, explain yesterday:
* It was so rainy, i decided to stay home and to pig out and chillax.

2. What made u smile today?
* I saw a guy I liked back in high school from my Who Viewed Me list. He's married, and his wife is pangit. (bitter, bitter)

3. What were u doing this morning at 8
* Sleeping and maybe dreaming. I woke up at 1130.

4. What were u doing 15 minutes ago?
* Looking for a blog skin for my other blog, which I haven't any luck yet.

5. Something that happened to u in 1985?
* I don't know, I was 3 and I have no memory yet.

6. Last thing someone else said to you?
* Sige, sige.

7. What was ur answer?
* (I think i didn't answer)

8. Worst thing currently on television:
* boxing bruhahas.kokey.everything on primetime bida. and Wowowee.

9. What was in your e mail today?
* speaking of which..lemme open it..oh, our college org has a new website.

10. How many different beverages have you drank today?
* water, coffee, coke. 3.

11. What is ur favorite part of the day?
* dvd time T_T

12. Your current To-do list?
* laundry, fix my other blog, upload pics, work.

13. Where is ur best friend right now?
* What bestfriend? I don't play favorites among my friends.

14. What color is ur toothbrush?
* green and white.

15. What are u wearing right now?
* blue jacket, purple tee, jeans and new balance

16. Any plans for Friday night?
* Most likely it will be nom-i. partaaayyyyy!

17. Least favorite place to shop.
* posh malls.too pretentious for my taste.

18. things u bought today?
* dinuguan, baked mac and coke.

19. Last gift you received?
* a Headset. from my wish list. :)

20. Who gave you that?
* he who secretly reads my blogs but never comments.

21. What made you sad today?
* i miss len.huhu

22. What can make you happy?
* beer, or a really corny joke.

23. Beauty is:
* me, personified. wahaha

24. Describe your key chain:
* just a simple chain with 2 keys. boring.

25. Where do u keep ur change?
* a coin purse i gave myself for my bday.

30. What are you going to do after this?
* upload pics.

0 i feel unky.

By deegee

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i feel unky.

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My blockmate sealdz was one of the people that got me hooked to the net. She introduced me to a lot of fun and wacky websites ( i only knew how to ICQ and use hotmail before) and one of them was unkymoods. Its a fun smiley site that you can post on a blog, profile page etc.. I guess it was a long time ago, because when I checked my old blog for my unky, i can't find it anymore.
After some futile search, i was able to find punkymoods. They're using the same smileys and moods. Anyways, I, of course, signed up and joined it..If you can scroll over this blog you will see my current mood. Hmm..maybe I should just put it here first..

Im feeling...

I'm just not sure why i'm having trouble with it..Everytime I use mozilla to open the website, its giving me this message:

Cookies are not enabled on your browser. Please adjust this in your security preferences before continuing.

I did, and changed ever setting that says cookies etc etc but I still can't get the website to open. Good thing I have explorer open. So whats wrong with my mozilla?