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i'm back.
after a long sojourn, i'm officially back.
i need an outlet to express my emotions because i am afraid i will lose my sanity if i don't start pouring it out. sorry to whoever reads this. i myself hate emotional vampires and needy people, but i just need to write to heal.
what do i need healing from?
my boyfriend of 6 years 8 months is gone.
gone because he has chosen to be loved and cared for by someone else. someone who can be physically beside him when i can't. and he is blaming me for not being there for him.
to those who don't know, he is canada. i am in the philippines. we have been together for 2 years 2 months when he left. we were both idealistic and believed in the romantic idea that long distance relationship will work as long as we have each other. obviously it didn't.
i'm not really sure when the relationship started falling apart.i will write about it later.

sorry

i can't seem to find time to post anything about my life. anyways i have been way too busy lately.

oh and one thing! i hate friendster! they deleted my boyfriend's account. and now i can't read the messages i receive even if i click reply or forward. all of them are blank, which is impossible since they came from different people. i think their days are numbered. so those who don't have a multiply or facebook account, make one now!

update

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sorry i haven't been blogging for a long time. it's a sad case of writer's block. hahaha. yeah right. seriously i haven't thought about writing anything lately. whew! what have i been doing lately?

i got a series of texts and YMs from people asking if I was returning to my old job. just to clear things up, nope, i am not. i am happy with what i have right now.

i just got regularized on my job..yes,same job for 6 months. yehee! it turned out to be good. actually more than good. i know its not perfect, but petiks time is usually half of the 8 hour shift! anyone interested to apply, just message me. hehe.

how's the job? well some people wouldn't like it, but some would. essentially my job is to read what the callers type and what type what the called party says. sounds easy, right? the only problem is when they are prank calling us and we can't do anything about it but pity the losers who think they are funny when they're not. we get paid to cuss, verbally abuse other people, blasphemize, and read other people's bad spelling and we get paid to wait silently (well not really silently, but on mute, hehe.)

now does it sound like a dream job? nope nope and nope. what's fun is the time when there are no calls and we just log off the system and pass time doing nothing while getting paid.

i love it!

ummm

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Talked to my boyfriend today. He told me he took an IQ test something and he got 126. I told him I'll probably get 60 (hahaha) if I try any IQ test.. but see.. I'm not retarded after all! =)
It says that I'm Gifted (2.3% of test takers). wahahahahaha!

IQ Test
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lesson for everyone

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This pic i swiped from makeuseof.com reminds me of someone. Hahahaha!

imma stalker

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Haha! i know where you are!

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boring or better?

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the bosses on my new job are pretty strict. we can' t talk while we are waiting for a call, especially while on a call. we can't slouch - i heard someone shouted "everyone! sit up straight!" earlier. we can't bring any writing materials or electronic devices. we have 15-30-15 minutes break scheds.
if you're caught doing any of those, you'll get an IR (internal report) immediately. (although i don't know anyone who had.

*sigh* i know. i know. i make reklamos too soon. maybe i'll get used to it. maybe i won't. i don't know.
this is just my first week as a full fledged "communication assistant" and i have these already. hayyyy i'm not sure i have the will to stay in this job. i hope so - it does pay so well. :) only, they don't have good medical and insurance coverages. and one more thing! i don't get how they compute the day off. because as far as i know for this week my day off is only 42 hours!